Well, today marks my self-imposed deadline to have lost 50 pounds. I could probably achieve that if I wanted, but I’d have to cut off a leg to do it. I suppose it’s not a total failure. I ended up with a net weight loss of 20% of my goal. I also managed to fall below the threshold for obesity stay there. I’m far from thrilled with the results, but I can’t expect much better since I abandoned the project halfway through. The holidays seem to have been my undoing–not so much because of all of the tempting treats as because of the demands on my time. Eating well does take a time commitment, and things never really came back together after the beginning of the new year.
During the time I haven’t been paying attention to diet, I have been doing some soul searching and am starting to uncover the emotional roots of my weight problems. Before I am able to totally control my eating, I need to lose the guilt, and gain confidence and self-respect. I will get there eventually. I might be a procrastinator, but I’m no quitter.
For now, I’m not sure what will happen with The Best Darn Diet Blog. I have abandoned it for the past three months. It seems odd to pick it back up now that my deadline is up. There are some big changes in the works for my life, which may oblige me to put weight loss on a back burner for now. At the same time, healthy eating could become very important. I guess we will see.
Although I never tried logging foods on SparkPeople, I did find inspiration through the site. One incredible woman, who calls herself ~INDYGIRL, has lost over 100 pounds! On her profile, she lists several nuggets of wisdom. One of these keeps running through my head: “That which I cannot do now is my aspiration, not my defeat.” How true it is. Maybe I won’t meet my goal this year or even the next, but you haven’t heard the last of me yet!








